Ok Im holding myself accountable......

So today of all days I have decided to start a diet I gained back 10 pounds from my boot camp last year and refuse to pay out again to go back so I am trying to do this myself....not always the best way to do things I know......The ticker is on the top of the blog I will only weigh in once a week .....but beyond that tonight I am going to blog about my Deep fried Turkey from thanksgiving...LOL...and when I say deep fried I mean DEEP FRIED.......

Im so tired....................................

Ok Boot Camp is done thank god 6 weeks of sweat and tears but tomorrow morning at 5 am I go to the boot camp weigh in and get my weight and measurements...thank you all for all your great words this bloggispear is such a joy..,I'm very melancholy tonight if that is the way you spell it went to the cardiologist yesterday because my meds have been making me goofier that usual and in January I will go have a operation to make my heart all better....What a year but ladies we just pick up ourselves and move on to the next day. God life is so wonderful and we are so lucky to have this way to communicate with I love it and am so gosh darn grateful I can now check it more often now that I am not a slave to the camp guards...all in all it was a great time had by all....I am looking forward to next year this one has been a tough one but man has it made me stronger and have more zeal and zest for life and living a spiritual life....many of you do not know but I'm quite the spiritual girl....is give me peace.....lalalalala ...ok Im going to go and watch Grays so love u all till tomorrow and the best part is that by the time I get weighed most of you are up and just waiting at the computer for the results....right....love U God Bless

Last night of BOOT CAMP

Wooowooo I get a life back again and ye haaaaaaaaaaa this is the last night of boot camp and tomorrow am at 5 i get weighed in measured up and off for the after photos....get ready people...not much change but I do feel better i don't know if it is the excitement of finishing and getting my life back or what...ok gotta go at work sneaky me...it is really a break time...

Boy oh Boy....have I been bloggin!

Oh Look there are those adorable children of mine!!!

Well tonight I have been around the world, joined clubs and really been blogging. Go Lani. This could get to be quite the habit if it were not for this god forsaken BOOT CAMP I would have a life again.

Week four people and these instructors I think go home with nothing better to do then think up more and more exercises that will put me into a coma. 

Plus I was a bit gassy tonight so each push up got a fart up. Luck everyone was in so much pain and doing everything they could just to breath and the upward wind it went unnoticed. I want to learn more about my new hobby quilting.I have never gone out of my box and really stepped it up I have quilted for 7 years or so and well I need to take a walk on the wild side try something new and I believe that that is why I'm blogging. I know I know it all started because of the breast cancer (the blogging) but come on that is almost a year old already time to move on to bigger and better stuff. So with the help of my new universe I shall step out into this new world of da da da da quilter's from around the globe.....Wow next thing you know I will be the first woman quilting president. 

TWO WEEKS BOOT CAMP and Im still alive

Good Lord people last night i think i thought as if I can even think when I'm doing this camp why has it only gotten a little easier i still have to break into a fast walk in the mile run....waaaaaaa ...I think i just want my body to be like ti was when I was any younger than i am now....but on the good side i did step on the scale a BIG NONO during camp and I have lost a few pounds ....So this class is all women except for one guy oh there was one other man but he dropped out what a big baby.............. seriously i should not talk i actually whimper while doing sets.... and i actually squeak ...you know when you have to get that extra drive to do something like the little I think i can train it is not as easy as when i was 12....gotta laugh so here is my next idea today i bought a poster board and i am going to plaster it with positive thoughts and wanna look like pictures but i will stay with in the realm of reality for myself ...i will only put up pictures of bodies i know i can look like so i thought all the girl dancers from dancing with the stars...not setting to high a challenge....oh yeah baby...look i am feeling quite good tonight and it is Friday like when i use to go out on the town and enjoy a disco night.....well gotta go to BOOT CAMP...god bless you all and enjoy this great weather minus the winds

They call it boot camp it is Hell I tell ya!

Well went to the first boot camp night .......good lord a 11:30 mile i ran that was slow but there was one man trailing behind me that gave me a bit a hope....And when i asked if we ran everynightt he spicy little blonde said you'll never know my little sweeetie...ahhhhhhhhhhh haaaahaaa haa ...there from hell i tell you...this could drive a girl to say im so tired i dont know what it could drive me to......I am goingto go sit and have my green tea because im allowed ok good night you all and god bless

And let the games begin...............

Don't I look excited about the boot camp...... I look more like what the hell am I doing you crazy fool !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOOT CAMP.................here are the photos as promised before my adventure another one ...I went to orientation and good lord I could not do one push up or one sit up it was amazing but i went knowing this is what it would be. Now i will make sure that i keep you posted on my progress each day this should be really a trip..hey the one half push up i did my chest is killing me ... went and bought the yes food and must stay away from the no food plus there is a 3 pm curfew on some foods....it is going to take a few days to get use to this but i have the utmost in confidence in myself. ever since the cancer i have really changed my attitude toward all thing do-able.... I have tried my best to out nothing off that can be done now...i use to be a really big time procrastinator and projector....Go figure that out how do you procrastinate and project...when you project you oh never mind ....well please wish me luck in this new adventure and if I'm the only one looking at this page at least I'm staying accountable yo myself. Oh and i had to get a jump rope jump robe i said this is going to be so much fun or pure hell.......................

I really am noticeing the wires hanging down from the wall hummm I must clean that up ............... and no I am not in a elder female tough tits gang with the backwards hat I need to have a hat on my head it is a big forehead thing and that is another story......

I did it today Boot camp here i come

The picture is of my hubby and some friends



Yup done signed sealed and delivered. I am officially starting the big bootie boot camp Monday from 6:30 to 7:30 every night for 6 weeks..... Good Lord what have I done...i will be held accountable i will have o eat right i will have to exercise on a regular basis and all at a public park....OH MY GOSH ...it is called EXTREME BOOT CAMP...I will download a before picture for you all to see.....How out there is that...well I'm quite excited for now...Saturday is orientation. So we have really cut back the hours of work for some of my girls at the office. It is so hard to do but necessary to jeep afloat. So who is reading this today and why. Interesting I thought I would get more feed back from this blog perhaps I am doing something wrong...YOU YOU there are you reading this let me know I have plenty of hits but hummmmm how does this blogging work ??? still new at it all...any insight would be help full people .

What a great day BOOT CAMP

ok ok ok so now I have decided to join a boot camp...yes I think it is the only way to get my fat butt motivated. Now I am going to blog everything i do so you can follow my progress...So far I know it starts October 27th it is 6 weeks of Hell and I will tighten up and loose some of this weight that seem to bother no one but me....... I got my Avon Walk web page set up today so you can go donate to me for San Francisco. In case you are a new Lani person. I was diagnoised with breast cancer last year and got rifled into doing the 2 day 39. painful miles of walking. but low and behold I did it and now Im going up to San francisco to join my daughter next year and do it again..... We have a team called The Peek a Boobie. clever yes.......