Really.... again

  Ok so those of you who follow my life know I have had my fill of
diets.....And here we go again this year that same god damn 10 pounds that haunts me is back....First of all how the hell heck does it do it...I watch what i eat...I watch it and I eat it. I am a good girl....I am good at eating....I joined yet another thing ...I'm to embarrassed to even mention which one.....Whatever...Today I thought OK I joined last week so I have stocked the refrigerator and have my etools......And today is the day...So I go to my mother -in -loves house to help her. We had to purge her garage today...Ok so yesterday I went to help her squish her Christmas stuff back into the cupboards and it would not fit...Now keep in mind that she has not bought any new stuff and only took out what she needed....Ok then how the hell heck is it not fitting...While I am roaming through her garage I ask Oh lulu why is there a box of at least 200 envelopes for Mass's for the dead? Oh Lani you know you just never know when you may need to send a prayer card...Yes I get it but really???? So many....Then I mosey over to the other side of the pray counter and there are boxes now these boxes are full but of what...Let us take a closer look huh! Full of other boxes and bags...lots and lots of bags ...not just any bags plastic bags....So I ask oh lulu why so many boxes and bags...Well Lani you never know when you may need them for stuffing or storage....Ah Huh.....Now my mind is thinking what is next......well behind the box's and bags here are gift box's and bags from the last oh say 15 years....oh Lulu why all the bags...well Lani now I never have to buy any....Need I call the hoarders line???? No it was not quite as bad as it may sound but I went back today to clear out her stuff .....Oh Jeseeee off topic we were talking about my fat ass
weight issue....So after we went through the garage dumped the stuff into her trash can ..her neighbors trash can and my husbands work dumpster we went to get her lunch...So I am at the table saying ok so let's get a cup of tea I already had lunch and we are not doing desert....I must have been in a coma because 15 minutes after I ordered my tea the waitress brought me a molten chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream drizzled with chocolate....What the Hell how did this happen ..well needless to say I had to eat it.......after all if not the ice cream would have melted and made a big mess....And the extra weight makes me cuss like a truck driver...It is never ending...Wish me luck with this weight issue and My mother-in-loves garage...xoxo

Ok Poor Poor Pi-t-ful me.....

So I have this jack ass foot which made me be a big baby today on the way home from work......my suit was tight so all day I talked to my stomach asking it how come it got so big overnight....lol it said this is the one suit of all your work suits that you took in and it was a bit tight but waaaaaaaaa......10 days well so back to poor little me....while i was feeling sorry for myself i went to the vitamin store i love the vitamin store i needed to get something just to help me with the sugar craving...don't get me wrong I'm doing good no sweets since the start...well i did have just a smitten of cheese cake on Easter....so i still have the urge but don't act on it so just a little help they told me that it was my chromionish thingy vitamin ....so that will help....so i get home and decide to go up behind the barn because that is where the unfinished garden is...on the way up i grab my mulch veggies from the kitchen and up to the upper garden i go .... there are little green apricots on the branches....... buds for the plums and the mulch bravo it is golden dirt......so mean while i got out of myself and just ended up being a happy little camper...the only thing i wish i still had was Linda next door.....i talk to myself allot now but keep my ipod earpuffs in so they think I'm singing.......so here are some pictures tomorrow is another day and my baby heather is coming into town we are going to a wedding Sunday to get down get down and dance ...wooowhoooo.god bless and thanks for listening I'm still here and diet is weight in Sunday ......Oh and the cucumbers and pumpkins popped up.....

Ok Im only sharing this to

Be accountable I'm going to to go the gym and get into a spin class I know I know what am I crazy it is a frightening thought but I must if I'm going to drop this weight I'm already down 4 pound and damit i want to be the biggest looser not because I'am but because I oh never mind I'm going to the gym I might sneak my camera in...LOL...Here is me on the way....LOL